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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

Heylo people !
sorry bout my blog .

da sot2 uh . lost some of my previous posts . sorry people .
Today is the last day of the fasting month & tomorrow is HARI RAYA !
weeeeeee ~
i loike .

An hour to breakfast .
Here are my missing post ;
25 sept , HAPPY BDAY YASMIN (:
26-29 , sad posts . i wanted to delete those cos they are stupid and im over reacting . sorry .
Last sunday went to see the guys playing soccer .Yesterday , nothing much .
Today , HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ACAP & AHMAD . sorry tk stay tadi to saboh the both of you. had to help around the house for hari raya and im damn tired .
& i want to wish all to my muslims friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN . hope to go out and raya with you guys soon ;D

gtg , bye .

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Today went to school as per normal . meet the members at usual place .went to school
first period was maths . texted MyraQuella (:
next was science , boring . nothing to do as teacher was not feeling well. oh ! she gave us some worksheet . pfffffffft; & from there texted Nasha all the way til 4+ . heh (: ohyea , texted akim using paneer's hp . After school meet the usual people . Nadiah , Nana , salih , awun ,akim, acap ,ash , syaz , ahbon , nabil , didi , ee, sirah , karisma ,ahmad , shadiq ,aleng , ep and more . had project meeting . Then , went to canberra park for awhile . Soon , akim, acap and ahbon sent us home .
thks guys for sending us home like , everyday . haha .

& to YOU ! eh ko pikir ko mane nye besar ah ? bigfuck ? fikir leh last long pe ? hah . ur in the wrong place . jgn smpai aku ckp sume bende yg sgt krgajar eh . BUTO SAMA MEREKA ! together 24/7 . && u think korang all that ? hah ! u have no idea wads going on right now . go n tell the whole arh .haha . mepek siak . the both of u are like , the king and queen , conquering every place .apelagi rumah org , hotel pe siak ? nk check in , sape lagi rabak ? hah ~ watever la eh . bcos of u, ur guy became like this . -_-

&& Lalaaa , its okay about the previous post. i understand that people tend to get soo angry that they didnt know that their post make others terasa .
its okay babe .

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Last Sunday , went riding with the guys at Yishun Damp . We meet up at usual place around 1pm . I wanted to skip something . HAHA . We gathered til 130pm waiting for the star karat of the day , AIDIL. haha ! Then ride with Sepet and went off . FUNFUNFUN ! haha ~ went pass Az , Eina and Faezin's hse . Ohya , sent farid to meet his princess . Kimak , akim nye air-horn . fuuuhhhhhhhhh ! took a break , akim and acap sent me home while the rest went back to smb. ohya , while at Yishun Damp it was like , fucking hot . but nvm (:
kene screening . guys , u know i know wad happened . HAHA !

&& YOU ! you had no idea whats going on right now . haha ! u want to tell the whole world ? go on ! cause i know that we will win . haha . the both of you are in your own world right now . dgr2 saket leh dtg smb jumpe mataer kepe . leh jumpe mataer beh tk gi skola ? weird . u really put on quite a show at msn huh . masing2 nye pm baik pe ? haha ! whutever lah ko . fikir leh kekal pe ? hah ! ~

&& mira . u know we had a talk just now . i felt better . ily babe ! (((:
she's the bestest bambam ever ! even better than that bambam tk menjadi . like , euuuwwww.

Today, had CIP programme at punggol BEACH . HAHAAH . go to school as usual , meet the babes and assembled at the parade square . Some sec 3 pupils like , Elfian, Siraj tag along with us . no idea why . In the bus , we camwhored al0t ! hehe . then listen to music . bus high class dok ! HHAAH . then got a text msg from elfian . msg msg msg . in the end kene kacau dgn dier -_- . elfian sotoi la ! haha . then wear our gloves and start picking up rubbish . LIKE , EUWWWWW . yucks ! after that , throw our gloves away . The teachers did something i dunoe what . Then we waited for the bus , chit chat . laugh . blahblah . Were the last class to move-_-
Then in the bus listen to music and sleep . Reach school around 11-12 . Slack with members . Kiter riding laa seyh ! HAHA ! 2 rounds with nadiah , ash , syaz and mira .MINAH REMPIT PE ?hahah . i got some blood/injuries . HAHA . phm2 yer . && guys ! im not a makcik ! HAHA . then around 230pm , the guys send us home by bikes. coooooooool~ its been two days we riding . haha . gerekzxz dok. & now im right here at home .

currently , chatiing with mira , azizul and kak fida .
hais . so tired dehh . okok gtg.

byebye !

Today , Went out with babes after exams . Babes are Kak Fida , Sue , another fren , Shahar , ika , karisma, nana , ee, syaz & me .Schools finishes at 1230pm . Slack for awhile and off to home at 115pm . Get dressed and meet up with the babes at 4pm @ wdls boots and shoes. Saw Arep , Syarifudin and Jasmin . Everyone wear black . hehe . except for shahar and Kak SUE , ex smb (: Breakfast at Banquet , geylang . crowded siak . Then rounding2 at the bazaars , tanjung katong and Joo Chiat . Saw , elliesa , Iicamanje , Syed's brother . Then slack near Paya Lebar mrt station til 9+ . Camwhored alot ! haha . Texted Mira, ash and Haiqal . Then went home with ika and shahar . The rest went home at 1030pm .so tired sia. Pictures will be uploaded ASAP when i got the pics from Kak Fida .

Thats all .byebye .

Helooo (:

Today was ok² . First period had P.E , just sit down in the P.E room and took height and weight as the weathers does not look good . nasib tk pakai P.E terus . haha . && fffff , my height is 154cm same with NAMIRA ! hahaha . but still , she looks taller than me -.-' after taking height and weight , we were told that the data is lost and had to take again -_-Then we sit back at our place . Spot a cockroache behind namira and we shouted ! HAHA . namira terus speed sia ke depan . jauh ko lari . haha .

After P.E was MT , teacher didnt came so do our own stuffs . Da ade satu couple tk abes2 together 24/7. The relief teacher damn irritating sia . Then i discuss with the babes bout the outing , decided to wear black . Karisma will be my girlfriend for this friday ! Recess was next , accompany ash and mira to get change .
Then sit at the usual place with members . Then went to look at our pics during camp , kimak ! muke sememek sia . malu -.-' Then was English , go through orals stuffs whutever shits . After that was science , Teacher was absent so the whole class sit outside and make alot of fucking noise like market -.-' . Some people shout like hell da suare irritating nk mampos , mira u know i know . Blah² .

Ohyea, i shared my stories bout my family to babes and they were like , laughing non stop . My family kekek ke ? HAHA . OHYA ! Mira showed me a touching video about me , Nur Farah (in) eh ? HAHHA . aww. thanks babe ! ily ! friendship since 030108 ((: Miss the wonderful things beb .

Then it was maths . got to know that principle/vice principle/year master is gonna observe our class tomorrow during lesson . SHIT , kene clip fringe -.-'
Grouping with Mira, Ash , Aiz . After that was assembly . Some performances from dont know where . But cool man ! bwahaha . Shaufiq peh gang bising sia . nk step gerek -.-' Then all sec 2's has to staybacl because of a stupid briefing bout CIP programme . Had to go to Punggol BEACH to pick up shits . Like , EUW . but at least get 6hrs of CIP . After that , i had to stayback , AGAIN . because admin reps , CIP , maths and science reps are incharge for that so -_-

After that , go slack with members at usual place . Me and Mira were the only girls there , as the rest went to buy food . paham2 .Then around 330pm , we went home by bus . Saw ainie and friends , Radhiyah and Mira's friend .Then in the bus , theres like this couple . mepek sia . step fanatic . laki tu da nyanyi sumbang . kacau2 everyone in the bus . -_- when i alight at my house , he was like , waving at me .

EUWWWWWWWW !

Then home sweet home . Onlined , chat with elfian , akim , syaza & mira .
Currently , chatting with shah ridhuan .
&& YEAY ! mira finally is back online . i miss chattin with u larh ! but but , today , i only chatted with her for awhile as she went to her aunt's house and breakfast there . sigh . just finished my maths hwk . phewww .

okay , go to go people .

byebye ~

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Hello people ;D

Today , woke up at 10+ . Saw Elfian online and chatted with him til 12-1pm . "Sotoi Blagogok" . HAHAHA . Ohyea , Akim & Khairudy also . Receive some news from Khairudy thats like , WHATEVER . bwhaha . Then off to cuzzy's house for a visit and send my clothes to granny for altering . bwahaha . Then chill for awhile , granny gave me $$$$ . Abis erh ! bwahha ! Then went to Vista Point for a while to buy some stuffs . & Then went home and texted Mira . Onlined again til now . pffffffffft;/ bored siah . rot² at home . Then texted Yasmin . Then finish up the rest of my stupid homework . Then texted Akim and Elfian ask them to online cos im freaking bored .

Actually i have something on at 245pm today . Im lazyyy and heard Akim's tactics and i did it . It worked ! & Akim laughed about it . HAHA . serious sia , im lazy (:
but Mum and Dad didnt scold me cos they are also lazy to do so . da malas nk layan katerkan . BWAHAHAH .

Currently chatting with Akim and Ahbon . Sigh . Nowadays is sooooooooo boring . WHY ?! because Mira & Yasmin cant online as their comps were spoilt . Its like , 2 weeks i didnt chat && gossip around xD . HAIS . hope you babes online soon kay . Okay , its like half an hour more to breakfast . sighsigh . && shit , tomorrow school P.E first period somemore . WAHLIAO ! lazyy siaa . urghh xD .

*2 more days to Orals . 3 More days to Sirah's . 5 more days to English paper . GOSH ! My teacher for Orals is MR AZLAN ! omgomg . sigh .

Right now , still chatting with Akim . Kau ni tk abes² dgn game downloads and Psp . Same for the others also . Im lost sia korang berbual psl tuh . Like euwww , Psp da mcm basi . HAHA . no offence .

OTAY ! got to go .
byebye ~

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Heloooo ;D

i've just finishing helping mum and dad paint the house . LIGHT PURPLE !! (: . i loike . okay , so today woke up at 10+ . onlined , helped Kai & Mas with their problems . Welcome korang (:
chatted with Akim too . Then at around 1pm , went to Bukit panjang plaza to get the cake for bro's birthday and went shopping after that ;DD . While shopping , texted Mira, Ash and Mr Keciq . Then reached home at about 330pm . Online again went i got home . Since then , i chatted with Elfian all the way til after breakfast . bwahahha ! funny boy . Also chatted with Fazlie , Az and Sister. Then decided to finish up all my homework . Then helped mum and dad paint the house . Currently feeling bored and had to wait for the rest to online at 10+ . sigh .

&& ohyeah , next friday me and friends are gonna go out and breakfast at geylang with Kak Fida . Right girls ? Finally, 2nd time to spend time with the babes and kak Fida . ily korang ! ((:
cant wait .

well then , thats all for today .
byebye ~

Labels: almost giving up on love

You people out there might be wondering why i've not updated for the past few days ? well , its because im too lazy to blogg or even spent my free time sleeping like a pig . haha . im so tired nowadays and all i wanted to do is just sleep , sleep and sleep. Kinda slack abit . sigh . && Heck , exams are around the corner . N levels are going on , orals is next monday and EOY is after that . GOSH ! gotta buck up my science .
Just now , discussed with Mum and Dad bout subject combinations . So , decided to take Option A; science:physics & chemistry instead of CPA . 1st choice would be art , second is POA and third is FnN . sigh . After everything Mdm Jayanthi explaines to us bout the subject combinations , everyone was speechless and freaked out . Stress! sigh . & sometimes i wonder how were the seniors doing .

Okay , for the past few days , i slept , online but didnt blogg . haha . Last week , Camp rock was FANTASTIC ! Mas sufianto , u know i know ;DD . haha . i love all the songs and im addicted to it . Its like High School Musical . Ohyea , High School Musical 3 is coming on 24 oct . Aiz and friends , u know i know . Heh .

Nowadays , i find myself lazy and not in the mood to slack with members anymore . I dont know why . sigh . Felt damn tired after the sec 2 camp . But , i continued to slack with members though . Yesterday , duet with Akim . hhaah . Today ? haiss . This few days was abit full of shits . Today was one of them . Mira , u know i know . Mira skipped school today as she woke up late and i was with Ash the whole day . I collected homework for Mira . Glad today she came down to meet us . hhee . She was happy . So was i as i miss her so much . haha . Just one day i miss her alot . How bout November - December holidays ? imagine that .The both of us got humiliated yesterday and today by who ?? members . I miss the old , cooperative us . Nowadays u guys just cant stop disturbing us . Well , disturbing , nevermind . but humiliating us ? took pics of us and edit it ? Took videos and post it at youtube ? And spread it to everyone ? is that what family does ? ni ape kiter panggil bro sis ? huh ? sigh . since these shits happened , i dont have the mood to hang out with you guys anymore . I dont have the heart not to hang out with you guys but u all just make me mad and embarrased . Whats the use if i hang out with you all if u all just make me madd all the time ? i know im sensitive but im that type of person . Could you all just respect that ? its childish you know . I wanted all of you to delete thoes pics and video's immediately but u all just refused to . Do you know how i feel right now ? hais . You think its funny to make fun of me ? huh ?! -.-''

You guys know how Mira and I feel that moment ? Everyone was laughing bout it . And talking bout it . Try to put ourself into my shoes . How would you feel ? We feel angry and we decided to go home . The longer we stay , it will be worse . I feel like shouting and all . But ! im fasting for heaven sake . I know u guys didnt fast . But at least respect those people who are fasting and dont make us mad . Couldnt u guys do that ? hais . Korang nk puasa ke tak thats your pasal . But have the heart for those who are fasting . unless you have valid reasons . sigh . i dun wanna say more .

No offence people . Sorry if i've hurt anybody . This post maybe selfish , rude , whutsoever but soryyyy . im just too pissed and i wanna let out my feelings here .

Ohyea , i almost forgot . Today was stupid .Sigh . Ash , Mira , u know i know . hais . And thanks Ash for the help . ily babe . i know the both of you were surprised . but i've made up my mind and nothing could change that . && i admit that i miss him . u know who im refering to , sigh .6 stupid days wasted . sigh . kay whatever . pfffft;/

Currently chatting with Amirul and Boi Crazy . Im bored too . sigh . && I miss YASMIN and MYRAQUELLA ! mane korang menghilang ? heard that ur comp rosak is it ? haish . Rindu chat dgn korang luh ! hais . chat soon tao . & Yasmin ! give me a hug at school && I loike your fringe . haha *winkz.

Kay , til here people . Will update again tmr .
byebye ! ((:

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Happy Birthday Ashie ! ((:
may all your wishes came true & stay happy always .

&& sorrry tk turon tdi . got to go to geylang to shop for my hari raya clothes .

so today , rot2 at home after went to geylang . online , chit chat , texting people , etc .
sigh . im damn tired plus school is reopening soon ! shits. worried that im not able to wake up on time as i've been sleeping like a pig at home & im not sure whether my homework is done . sigh sigh .

k gtg ,
byebye .

today , accompanied mira to do her sch work and bump into suhaillah . * pics above* i had nothing to do so , me and camera do wad we do best . haha .mayb some of you ppl wondered why mira didnt update ? well her comp had some problem. okay , after that , we met the members and slacked til 4+. * finally somebody fast* haha . cant wait for hari raya . gonna wear merun , gold and one more colour which i havent decide yet . tmr , im gonna go shopping at geylang with mummy . hehe . soryy korang , aku tk turon . tgk lah mcm mane eh bsk . heh .

well , okay then .gtg.
&& ohyeah , bsk hari ape eh ?
dgr2 ade org nye bdae? but who ?
find out besok .
byebye .