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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

Mum and Dad.

Goodbye 2008 and Hell0 2009.
-Sudah Sec 3 , lol-
To all of My Friends and Family , HappyNewYear !
Sorry for my mistakes in 2008. Shall start afresh in 2009 aye ? (:
This year , gonna be a goodie good girl and do well in studies. I want to be a better person , and im trying my best not to be slow/irritating. Be happy always and not put on a long face . I dont want to be a spoiled brat ! Hahaha. Cant wait for 4December *lama nye !* xD. & Tomorrow school reopens , yeay ! cant wait . wuhoooo^ ^ . Had fun with family yesterday during Countdown at Kallang , despite all those drunks and smokers surrounding us . haha. But nvm that , the fireworks were awesome! hehe. After that, headed to Alameen at Bukit Timah to have supper. I went from super hungry to super full ! Stomach sooooo like , boncet! xD . haha. Okey people got to go. Bye .

301208 <3
First of all , Happy 2 Months Anniversary to US (:
Thanks people for the wishes .

Met him yesterday at Smb. After that , met up with Miraa, Sirah , Fyee , Abirah at last cabin in smb mrt at 530pm and off to Yio Chu kang to meet the others . Then , headed off to Nanyang Poly to watch some performances . Its artistic director is our very own Malay dance instructor , Cikgu Zairin . *yeay!* We went we got there , we get our tickets and chop our seats ! All together , there are 13 of us plus Zaki and Danny there are 15. Someone was like menyusahkan org. Fedup dok!! But besides that , the performance started at around 8 and it was entertaining and funny. Had so many laughters . And it ended at around 9+. Went to see our instructor for awhile then were off to eat our late dinner. Ohyeah , we camwhored alot . Pictures will be later [: . All of us didnt know where to eat and so , we ended up eating at MacDonalds at Yishun since the train terminates at Yishun . There was like , this guy who is crazy i think. Like no people's business shouting "oi oi !" . Seram sak tgk dier. Ohkay , then eat eat eat. I ordered MacSpicy and i cnt finish it cos it was so spicy ! urgh. should have ordered somthing else -.- I should have given it to Elahh cos she has a big appetite to finish 2 mega mac spicy ! LOL ! After that , around 10+ we headed home in separate ways . Only me , sirah , mira and Wanee took the mrt . Skipped another mrt cos it terminates there , AGAIN -.- . Its running late so i called dad to pick me up at Marsiling mrt. Luckily i met up with dad cos at tat time near my estate , there was like alot of drunk people shouting and slacking . euw . Finally , home sweet home at 11+ . So tired , but fun ^ ^ .

Today , will be going out with family but dont know where and at wad time . Parents are working halfday . And right now im blogging cos im bored. Oh shit ! my homework are not done . Ok gtg ppl, gonna have lunch and off to homework-ing .
Chiao. & HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! (:

I left my heart at Australia - Surfers Paradise <3

Halos [:

Today , rot2 at home with homework right in front of me . Then , parents had last min plan to go visit my aunt and her baby at around 5pm . Mum bought baby stuffs . Luckily i followed,cos got $$$$$. haha ! ^ ^
Otw home , saw akim acap ( again ) and ahbon. My mum was like " ya allah matrep nye" and my dad was like " mane satu acap ? mak kau . pangkah ah." Nothing to be proud of fyi =.=''
Hais . Im bored to death right now despite the homework shits . MALAS DOK !! haha . aku fedup dokk . urgh . When will i get my homework done . shesssh . & i hope to start 2009 a new.

K la.Bye.

Hello(:

Today , woke up at 10am , get dressed , had breakfast and went to Causeway Point to blacken my hair + treatment AGAIN-.- at Pro Trim . And toooooooot ! it cost &140 . Omg . Not going to colour my hair again because this color is permanent . Then bought some baby stuffs for my new baby cousin. Will be going to her hse tmr .Then went to buy my school shoes and surprisingly, i bumped into acap , akim and their family . Shouted "akim" but he didnt hear me -.- so i just buat bodoh and go home. When i reached home , i quickly changed and get dressed for a jemputan and Choa Chu Kang with my parents and little bro. After that we went to chill at dont know wad mall *forgot the name* then shopped at Zara. Weeeeee~ haha. Then ate ice cream at Ben and Jerry and then went home. And here i am blogging . So the mendak ~ urgh.

K done . bye [:

3moredaysbby.

BORED !
Homework halfway done . Not ready for school . To lazy to do anything . And 4 more days (:

Lets start from 23Dec. I went to Escape Theme Park with Fakhirah, Sirah and Miraa . Pictures , visit Miraa's/Sirah's blog (:
When we reached there , first, we ride the Pirate Ship about 3 times ? Gosh im about to vomit-.-
Baru naik da tutup mata. haha . Then we go for the cup riding thingy (i dun know wad its called) and when we wanna took off , there's this guy, he pulled off the bar and he tot that it hit my face when it actually didnt-.- haha . Then to the Haunted House. That was the most freakiest thing ever !!! Stengah jalan boleh pengsan siak. We shouted non-stop til the exit . After all of that was over , we laughed out loud ! And took pictures with our new friends [: After all that , we headed to eat MacDonalds at Downtown East and then went home.

On 24Dec, went to Sentosa;Palawan Beach with my friends. Taufiq blanja!! haha. Im lazy to elaborate more. haha xD.

Look , im sorry if you guys think that im feeling down because of my sweeetheart when i actually dont. Sometimes i just suddenly feel kinda down like when im bored, or there's nothing to say , etc. Please dont get me wrong and i want you guys to understand and dont take this as a stupid old reasons of mine . But , thats just me ;D. And to my dearest , im sorry for breaking the promise. Its just that , tibe2 nk buat jer tu bende ikot angin. I know your mad at me . But im sorry . If i did it again , i dont know wad to say to myself. But just like he said , think twice before i do something . He nvr did any mistakes to me , but i did alot to him . And i had a nightmare that bcos of this situation , im gonna lose everything that i love , like , my friends , my bestfriends and him . I dont want that to happen. I got enough scolding from him already . Its all my fault and im the one who caused this . This happened to my bestfrend and him . And bestfren, hope u will forgive me for all my mistakes that i've caused . I suspected that ur mad at me when i told you wad happened til u didnt want to talk to me . We as bestfrends understood with each other to tell each other all secrets. So, wad i was thinking that , no matter how the secret is bad or gd, i should tell u to keep u update . But now , i can see that ur mad at me . Im sorry. I dont want to lose anything that i love and have. Ohh godd, i made so many mistakes til i dont know how to fix it . Help me . Its like , im the troublemaker here. Could you please tell me wads my mistake? im not that clever u know to find out my own mistake. But i have to admit , im quite a spoiled brat xD . But thats just wad i am. I hope you guys could accept me for who i am. Sometimes , i kinda have some questions in my head , how will i be if i lost my frends ? how will i suffer or survive ? wad would people think of me ? How am i going make everything right again ? I know i always talk things out , but it keeps repeating again and again . its like , i made a mistake and ppl always have to forgive me . ALWAYS . sigh . wad should i do now??

And yea , yesterday on Christmas, went to my aunts hse to visit her and see her baby . OMG ! got cousin again ! haha . I hope nothing bad has happened there but then , jengjengjeng. Got lectured again -.-'' i hate it when i go to that place , seriously. Do i have to beat or be equal with my parents in studies ? A diploma for A levels ? =.='' . URGH . Such a shame getting lectured infront of everyone again . When i reached home , parents fighting again. =.='' Shout like no people's business sampai aku kene marah when im innocent. I had enough of all this stressing thingy. Sigh. One by one i got lectured/scolding . urgh . k wadever. Got to go now . Bye.

Helooo [:

I've been watching Twilight over and over again since last Tuesday . Omg , im soooooo in love with this movie . Some parts are romantic and lovely while some are so not the romantic and lovely . Honestly , this is the best movie i've ever watched . And that vampire guy named Edward collins is soooo hot !! haha . Imagine the love between a hot vampire and a normal girl who never liked boys . Its so damn sweet ! I had the movie stuck in my head . Those who havent watch this movie , better watch aye ! Its awesome and interesting . haha .

I liked the movie so much til i ask my mum to hunt for the vcd at the store . haha . I just cant resist it man ! Currently , im superr fucking bored right now . Ohyea , i heard that today the N levels results are out , so goodluck to my seniors ! (: . Ok , i guess thats it . Wanna watch another movie ! hehe .

I know my blog is kinda dead . Sorry for not updating . Too lazy/ too buzy . But my friendster is totally soooo dead-er . Kinda lazy for everything . Didnt even do my homework . I just had so much fun during the holidays til i dont know what to update about .

Lets start from yesterday , me and the members slack at tekong with mira and her cuzz , Dirah . Had loads of fun and laughters . Especially Pompom , "aku fed up dok !! " haha . Pompom , ahbon , acap , juon dressed like nk pegi town gitu . " matrep" . haha . so we slacked til 5plus and went to smb . The boys played juon's pocket bike . Cool ke pe ? haha . then went home at 630pm.

So today , skipped cca and went out with my family to celebrate my parents 15th anniversary . This means so much to my parents . HAPPY 15TH ANNIVERSARY TO MUM AND DAD !! (: . Sorry eyh Sirah sorang to go to school since Mira pon tk gi . hehe . Teach me the new steps kay kay ? hehe .

Went to Marina Square and Far East Plaza . My mum wanna shop for new clothes and also for her friends wedding this saturday with my dad . Only couples allowed . So i guess i'll be rotting at home . After shopping , we had lunch at Swensens . Yumyum !! My favourite restaurant . I enjoyed the food so much til i over eat . And whenever i smell food , felt like vomiting . perot boncet uuuuuuuu . haha .

When we reached Far East , im totally exhausted that i sat down with my siblings til my mum is done with her shopping . And when they came back , they're empty ended =.= . Still nothing . So my parents sent us home and they went to Causeway point now and on the search for my mum's clothes . But , she had no choice cos she had to buy something today . On other days she is buzy working . Even if im shopping im not this exhausted . haish .

I know this picture above is kinda lame . tapi , topi sapa itu ???? hahah . i kinda miss the old times . the old times , how fun it is to be together as a group . there were alot of us . but then , as time pass by , one by one left . Because of some misunderstandings , etc . Some are reasonable , and some are immatured and childish . Seriously . Its like , different people left and come in different year . We can reunite again , and not make it worse . This what i feel , no offence . Well , thats what they say , " people come and go " . If anybody read this pls dont feel offended . Just expressing my feelings . Cos as i look through all my pictures , it kinda reminds me of the past . The fun we had , the laughter we had . I didnt wish it to be this way . And im pretty sure the rest feel that way too . Whatever fights , can forgive and forget aye ?

Ok then , got to go people .
Ciao ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD [:

Dad , thanks for everything . You're there for me whenever im feeling down . You're there for me when mum kicked my ass , LOL xD . You always give me extra money when mum give me limited money , HAHA . thanks alot for everything . ily ! [:

Today , we surprise my dad with a birthday card and his present that mum bought a few days ago.
Surprisingly , mum surprise me with a birthday card too and she promised that we would go out shopping and buy whatever i want on 12dec . YIPEE ! hehee. cant wait .

The picture above is my birthday card . Since i love pink so much , my mum bought me a pink Chic Chick card . HAHA . and a necklace from Dina . Thank you so much !! [:

Kay , aku nk mandi xD .

Ciao !

HELLO(:

Happy Birthday To ME !! [:
I wanna say thankyou to all of my friends who wished me . ily all ! especially to mira , akim , acap , sirah ,nabil and yasmin . you guys were the first to wish me on time @ 12am sharp . hehe . you guys are so sweet . you guys are the best ! ;DD

& so ,
today i went out with mira, sirah , yasmin and fakhirah . We meet at the sunplaza seven eleven . They surprise me with some presents . Thankyou you guys ((: Then We went to NUH to visit Fyeee . & To Fyee , you've been a strong girl to go through the operation . Get well soon (:
After that , we went to eat at the food court nearby . Then , yasmin went to her aunt house and fakhirah went back home . the rest of us went to slack for awhile and then we went home . i had alot of fun today . sweet msges of bdae wishes , presents && alot of laughter and camwhoring . these are the pics below . the rest will be at sirah's blogg (:

HELLO [:
Today , meet mira and we trade in clothes xD . then she went off to watch movie wit her sis . I stay with the rest and slacked . And when i was about to go home , acap gave me this necklace below . The scene is like high school musical troy and gabriella . haha xD . then ... korang paham2 je lah . haha .

Boy , thanks alot for the necklace. i know your the one . ily (: