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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

Lets start from 23Dec. I went to Escape Theme Park with Fakhirah, Sirah and Miraa . Pictures , visit Miraa's/Sirah's blog (:
When we reached there , first, we ride the Pirate Ship about 3 times ? Gosh im about to vomit-.-
Baru naik da tutup mata. haha . Then we go for the cup riding thingy (i dun know wad its called) and when we wanna took off , there's this guy, he pulled off the bar and he tot that it hit my face when it actually didnt-.- haha . Then to the Haunted House. That was the most freakiest thing ever !!! Stengah jalan boleh pengsan siak. We shouted non-stop til the exit . After all of that was over , we laughed out loud ! And took pictures with our new friends [: After all that , we headed to eat MacDonalds at Downtown East and then went home.

On 24Dec, went to Sentosa;Palawan Beach with my friends. Taufiq blanja!! haha. Im lazy to elaborate more. haha xD.

Look , im sorry if you guys think that im feeling down because of my sweeetheart when i actually dont. Sometimes i just suddenly feel kinda down like when im bored, or there's nothing to say , etc. Please dont get me wrong and i want you guys to understand and dont take this as a stupid old reasons of mine . But , thats just me ;D. And to my dearest , im sorry for breaking the promise. Its just that , tibe2 nk buat jer tu bende ikot angin. I know your mad at me . But im sorry . If i did it again , i dont know wad to say to myself. But just like he said , think twice before i do something . He nvr did any mistakes to me , but i did alot to him . And i had a nightmare that bcos of this situation , im gonna lose everything that i love , like , my friends , my bestfriends and him . I dont want that to happen. I got enough scolding from him already . Its all my fault and im the one who caused this . This happened to my bestfrend and him . And bestfren, hope u will forgive me for all my mistakes that i've caused . I suspected that ur mad at me when i told you wad happened til u didnt want to talk to me . We as bestfrends understood with each other to tell each other all secrets. So, wad i was thinking that , no matter how the secret is bad or gd, i should tell u to keep u update . But now , i can see that ur mad at me . Im sorry. I dont want to lose anything that i love and have. Ohh godd, i made so many mistakes til i dont know how to fix it . Help me . Its like , im the troublemaker here. Could you please tell me wads my mistake? im not that clever u know to find out my own mistake. But i have to admit , im quite a spoiled brat xD . But thats just wad i am. I hope you guys could accept me for who i am. Sometimes , i kinda have some questions in my head , how will i be if i lost my frends ? how will i suffer or survive ? wad would people think of me ? How am i going make everything right again ? I know i always talk things out , but it keeps repeating again and again . its like , i made a mistake and ppl always have to forgive me . ALWAYS . sigh . wad should i do now??

And yea , yesterday on Christmas, went to my aunts hse to visit her and see her baby . OMG ! got cousin again ! haha . I hope nothing bad has happened there but then , jengjengjeng. Got lectured again -.-'' i hate it when i go to that place , seriously. Do i have to beat or be equal with my parents in studies ? A diploma for A levels ? =.='' . URGH . Such a shame getting lectured infront of everyone again . When i reached home , parents fighting again. =.='' Shout like no people's business sampai aku kene marah when im innocent. I had enough of all this stressing thingy. Sigh. One by one i got lectured/scolding . urgh . k wadever. Got to go now . Bye.