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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

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ya tuhan, tolong lah keluargaku.
granny, please dont go yet. i didnt spend enough time with you yet because we're not close.
But eventhough we're not close, i still love you.
We're family. Its just sad to see you like this.
Its also sad to see dad's eyes red.
I cant believe this is happening right now.
You only have a few days left, how can this be ?
i cant face this now.
but i cant run away from reality.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm):
i know i have to be patient, but i just cant accept the fact that its happening.
but still,i just have to accept it.
why is it hard for me, bcos i've never face this before.
Ya tuhan, pls help me and my family to be strong.
i hope this wont distract me in school or in anything else. i will just focus and be strong.

i cnt remember wad i did on friday and saturday. but yesterday, went out with classmates and bf but no pics. haha. too lazy.. miss u guys la! and today, had cca at sch. practice as usual. blablabla. finish then meeet bf then go home uh. take bus uh. tomorrow take sis to take photo passport size and do her hair . haish. sebok luh ni minah.wed, cca again. its the last one ^ ^ then countdown then 3moredays to school..

hmmm.i really hate those people who tease us that they are already no more in secondary sch and we are still there. so wad ? cos u already got ur turn to graduate. and i will get my turn soon.as if u have nvr been in my position before. so childish and immature.will u like it if people keep teasing or insult u like that ? im sure u will boil up right.just f off la.da kacau aku gitu beh ade hati nk webcam nan aku ? ish tktau malu . da mendak baru carik aku uh ? cb. wanna disturb the younger ones ? people who are much older then you will also tease u right dumbo.

thats it for today, my current tune : rihanna - russian roulette.maybe i should take pics and upload it here. my blog is starting to be filled with words and not pics. haha .bye.

21 dec : malaydance and i was so stress to learn the 2 dance steps all at one day. after that ate kfc with the gerls and went home .

22 dec : stayed at home. Bf came over to my place and had some bonding with my lil bro. haha.

23 dec : malaydance again. idk y i cnt memories the steps. cos maybe its too complicated and hard ? i was so nervous til i forgot some steps . after that meet bf and ate at kfc again. haha. then went home uh.

today : time check - 11.57am. i havent bath yet. later had to accompany lil bro to watch movie with cousins cos mum ask me to and there is no one who is going to take care of him. Sis tk leh harap la ! -.- last min change plans. i wonder how to meet nana and passs her my paper. cos idk wat time nana wanna meet me and idk wad time my cuzz wanna mit me. texted nana she didnt reply. mayb still sleeping. but, haiya leceh uh.

lastly, HAPPY 8MONTHSARY MIRALUN ((:

qucik update. wana watch CSI NY uh.
on 18,go to hospital again.
yesterday, stay at home do nothing.
today, watch tv while waiting for mum to come home. will be going to Kk hosp later .
Aunt just gave birth to a baby gerl ! yeay ~
New baby cuzz ^ ^ i loike. after that gg to hosp again visit grandpa.
tomorow going malaydance.
BYE !

16/12/09: Went out with friends yesterday. It was planned tat meeting place is at Yishun mrt 2pm. Who showed up ? Wan, faizal, nabil, sardi, nana, yan, me and awun. Later on would be, miralun. After we met up, we seriously didnt have a proper planning, where to go and all. But we ended up in bugis. Alun planned to have lunch at Zamzam ? yeah. then went to orchard. We walked from bugis to orchard. tired. Yan led the way. * ikot je org dpn* haha. then blablablabla ended up at somerset and sat long enough til all wanted to go to cineleisure. the boys go jalan2 while me bf and nana ate kfc. after that go home uh. take mrt, bounce bck and reach home at 11pm. Tired uh. my foot is sooo painful. melecet ! front and back somemore-.- forgot to bring plaster uh.

17/12/09
& last but not least, i wanna wish the youngest babe among us a HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! hehe. Finally da 15. Hope all of wishes come true. No matter what happen i will always be there for you okay. U know i love you and u could always come to me anytime. Lastlong with Sardi and always me Mr & Mrs SOD yeah !! Hope u will have a wondeful time of ur life and keep smiling always !

Today, woke up at 11 and nobody was home except my maid ofcourse. I called mum and asked where is she. She and the rest of the family are at the hospital to visit grandpa.. Haiyo then leave me alone. sobsob. Get dressed quickly and wait for my aunt to fetch me and together with my cousins. When i reached there, quickly i go see my grandad. Poor him): He is in critical condition and i just cant see the blood and my grandma cried ):
Stayed there til 5pm. Then went off to shopping mall, bought perfumes at body shop then ate at macdonalds then went home. hmmm. tired and sleepy uh. currently, missing bf, haish he is at work uhh.. k uh bye.

boncet sia aku ):

Woke up in the morning, get dressed and off to buy lil bro's sch books. Da mcm mak² uh~
haha. So tiring as the weather was so hot. When i reached home, i rest for awhile. Mira texted and said to meet at 2pm, civic centre. Wanna do homework uh! Sirah & Alun came along. Decided to do it at Macdonald Causeway uh, so crowded sia. Then bf came along. Had a little fight. Then we are okay. Bf and Alun went jamming with their friends. Left me, mira and sirah. We were bored and had no plans. So we go rounding² the whole causeway. I bought a dress. hehe. Then went to chill at Tekong and snap some pics. & THANK YOU SIRAH FOR THE BDAE CARD. HEHE. Then accompanied mira to 888 to buy something. then we saw alot of familiar faces and especially one person. *mira sirah u know i know*. Then went home together with Sirah at 730pm.

Cant wait for wednesday ! weeeeeeeee~
cant wait for thursday ! weeeeeeeeeee~

Just woke up . Now is 10am & still sleepy. Wanna do a quick post cos later i got to SIAP. Had to accompany mum to go supermarket then had to buy my siblings school books then must go somewhere dunoe where to buy something. one of my dad's collection. & also, wanna buy something for Alifah's first bdae. Will be going to cousin's house at bukit panjang to see her & also visit my grandmother. Im so tired yesterday, i woke up today my body soooo the lemah. urgh. k lor want to eat breakfast first. bye

HAPPY 1 MONTH TO WAN & ARINA !
wuhoooo.
hope korang lastlong ~
ily laaa .

Today, woke up at 9 and get dressed quickly to go to school and bought books, pe & uniform.
After that went to eat somewhere near Sembawang shopping centre. Mummy went to Daiso for awhile to get magic sponge ? HAHA. After that qucikly went home cos my sis is so bored at home so had to pick her up, I get changed and off to search for school shoes but failed. Then went to Suntec city shopping school stuffs and not the school stuffs xD. Then off to Marina to eat at Swensens ! YUMMMY ! Went shopping again, with a big stomach ^ ^. Was so full man !
then went home at 730pm to catch a horror movie at 8.30pm. Sensasi, hantu jembatan ancol ? like, errrrrr... no comment..

Went out with Miralun and boyfie yesterday.
Meet up at smb platform and went to Geylang
because we wanna go karaoke.But before that
we had a quick lunch first.Then went to karaoke
for 3 hours ? We went crazaaaaaaaaaaayyy~
Pity boyfie sang til had a sorethroat. haha.
After that went to eat dinner at Banquet.

At 8pm, chilled somewhere, we were so bored
til we decided to take mrt and bounce back
from Marina bay at 830pm. & Reach home at
10pm. So tired! & i was very full and felt like
vomiting. My perot boncetsssssssss. Pictures
is with Mira. Upload sooner or later okay.
BYEBYE.
& Happy 2 monthsary Ayeez_Aishah(:
hehe. ily guys. harap2 korang lastlong yaw.
tomorrow is Wan & Arina's ! hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! & there he goes, turning 44.
i love him. He understands me. He protects me whenever Mum kicks my butt.
He likes to irritate me , but i loike it. He makes funny jokes whenever im feelin down. He sometimes dance like a crazy man just make us laugh and embarrased Mum xD.
& mostly, i got my looks from him ^ ^
CYEH! hehe.

WHATS UP !!

i had so much fun with bf today. Woke up at 11, texted bf if he is awake. He didnt reply, so went to get dressed first. Half hour later, it was raining and he called to apologise for being late. I didnt mind. So i met him at the void deck at 1230pm.

THESE are my birthday prezzies . HEHE . thks to Miralun & bf. ILY !

Planned to have lunch first since bf was hungry. We decided to have lunch at Macdonalds, Bishan. While eating, mum told me that the movie, New moon tickets were sold out at town area. WTH. So decided to watch at Bishan instead. GOLDEN VILLAGE. hmmm.

The show started at 320 and ends at 530 i think. The show was awesome and confusing too. Hmm, too many things happening, and the ending just ended like that ? hmm. Hoping for a part 3. Lol. But in between the movie, bf gave me the present. hehe. After that, we decided to walk2 at Peninsula and Esplanade.

*this was before i went out.hehe.

After that, we took bus home. Currently, tired and bored and im hungry again!
gtg eat now .TATA !

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IM 15 TOMORROW !
WEEEEEEEEE~
hehe.
*org muda kate kan*
HAHA.
k bye !

HAPPY 5MONTHSARY TO ME & BF.
ilysm. hehe (:
sorry no picture. haha .

HAPPY 4MONTHSARY TO NANA & SARDI.
love you guys many many.
Mummy & Daddy . haha ! *private joke*

see me with a towel ? haha .

Had fun with the Malaydancers yesterday ! With Ms Tan too (:
Meeting place was at Smb Mrt, 11am. When i reach there, Eika was alone and told me that Mira went to Sunplaza to buy something. Then i bumped into Bf, he was with Zul. Hehe. Then waited for the rest. Mira, fyee, sirah, elah, abirah, eika was there. We met Yasmin, Ain and Zizi at the platform. We went to City hall and met Ms Tan to have lunch at Seoul Garden. YUMMY! everyone ate BIG TIME!Then i started to have a cold. DAMMIT. I was so excited to have fun with my girls but i got sick in the end. Then Katrina, Fakhirah and Cikgu Rahimah came. After having a big stomach, we proceed to Sentosa, Siloso beach. We played games and everything. I got smash up, haha. At around 5+, wanee , ee, ernie and Ezzaty came. We had all the fun til 7pm. At the end of it, The sec2 and 3s gave gifts to the Graduating peeps. It was soooo touching. Heh, they all seemed to like it with the big smile on each of their faces. After that, pack².All the girls decide to eat dinner at Long John Silver. Sorry yeah i didnt join you guys. Sorry was not soo in the mood for pictures and all . The whole day i suffered with my stupid cold. I cant stay anylonger so i went home. Abirah, Ain and Zizi tag along. But along the way at Sentosa, there was some disgusting mat² following us. EUW. When we reach VIVO, abirah accompanied me to the toilet, i wanna bring home some tissue paper. Then off to the MRT. Asked Dad to fetch me at the MRT and went home together. Thanks to Mira, fyeee and Abirah for making alot of effort to make yesterday's outing possible. Love you guys!

Today, im rotting at home. Currently, chating with Sirah. Hmmm, TOMORROW & 3MOREDAYS ! WEEEEEEE~
cant wait to meet bf tomorrow. & cant wait for the " 3moredays " !
BUT! me and bf are sick now. SHIT LAH. Whenever we planned someting, SOMETINGS will happened. Haish, texted bf and said to him that hope he will be ok by then, and get well soon. Have plenty of rest.
CURRENT MUSIC : NEW YORK - JAY-Z & ALICIA KEYS.
BYE.

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