Today was soooooo boring !
When i was at the parade square, the attendance was 24. Looks like alot of people was absent this week because this week, its veryyy sick-ish. First period was Physics, got back our tests papers. Likewise for Math lesson. During CH lesson, 3 people went for early departure. Poor Aiz, coughing non-stop. I was alone in the group. Mr Trevor adviced us to be careful and do not get the sickness because it could spread to others. By recess, suddenly i felt so ill and sleepy. Arina had the same feeling too. From that moment onwards, i almost fell asleep for every lesson and i was late for english lesson! Did some vocab exercises, im sooo weak in that because it just makes my head go wuuuuhooooo ~
CLD lesson was super bored. I felt sick-er. Ms Ng warned those people who signed up for the enhancement programme. Oh what the heck, i skipped because i feel so sick. Even Boyfie said im warm. After sch, i updated Mira on whats happening in the school. Thought of telling my teacher personally but i was too tired so i ask Morrie to help me. Thanks babe. Even Leon and her got the sickness but only abit. Im afraid if my name will be called tomorrow. Sigh, so what. My mum knew about it. Got plans this saturday(:
The first outing this year. Hehe. Up till now i feel so ill. Im lying on the sofa right now. & Nana how dare you want to trick me again. Im not falling for that one. HAHAH. Tried my best to be good to boyfie today and i did (:
I hope this is what u want from me and i will try my best to stay that way and prevent us both from fighting again. I want to sleep now. Tired and sleepy. BYE.

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TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE.


I didnt have the time to update yesterday cos i was busy studying and getting some homework done. Seriously, im sooooo lost with art-.-
Awun came over my place and hangout, and exploring my lappy. He laugh non-stop because of something. Yelah, org tu kan da lama ade laptop dari aku. haha. At night, webcam with Mira. On the phone with boyfie for awhile then off to sleep.

I wished Suhaillah Happy Birthday this morning. Hehe. Ohya, Happy 10 Monthsary IrahFadil (: cyeh, da nk 1year seh. Hmm. Lastlong (:
Wished Boyfie goodluck no. 11. haha. I had a wonderful time with my girls today during maths class and after school. Heheh. Went home after that. Was so excited to wait for boyfie to meet me, but it was cancelled cos he wanted to go fill his stomach with his friends.

Current tune ; morning after dark by timbaland feat nelly furtado and soshy.
Time check ; 4,25pm. Gotta do homework now. Byeeeeeeee !

PEOPLE CHANGE. I've changed.


Im in a bad mood nowadays. No idea why ? I was already in a bad mood first thing in the morning and also after school. Somebody told me that he/she is not going to school and i ask that person to stay at home because of some reason. In the end, i saw that person outside class and smiled. -.- Sorry if i take that so seriously cos im not in the mood til people think im having a fight with you. I didnt get to talk to you the whole day, except on the phone. I cant make it to the bookshop cos the bell rang and im afraid that i'll be late for class.

Some people told me that i seemed different lately. I do realize that too but i dont know why and whats the cause of it. Seriously, expecially towards boyfie, im super different. I told you, not to give me anymore chance or face again but you disagree.U still did that and just let me to be this way til its a habit for me. U said u love me and thats why u give me chances. But, if u really do love me, then help me change by not giving me faces. I want to be the girl when we first in love.

I dont know how i am towards my friends. I know some said i did change. People changed, but i need to know in what way i have changed,besides with boyfie thingy.Sometimes i said, just tell me in what way i have changed and i will change back. But i failed to do that. Then what should i do next ? Im confused now. I cant concentrate on my hwk. But i got to try.

I've been good this year. Went home straight after school. Didnt slack that much. Studied for every tests and did every homework. Got such alotttttttttttttttttttt of homework. N level is a nightmare, so gotta study well in order to pass and overcome that fear. CA1 has started this week, & parents meeting session is this friday ! * screeeaaammm! *

BYE.

BUSY BUSY BUSY . Stress stress stress.

Wow, i didnt update for a week. I've been busy with my school work lately. I'm so busy with my art especially. I'm going to be super busy this weekend. Im going to do art all the way since i had malaydance three days straight. Very tired and sleepy. The word "stress" is all on me now! On Wednesday, me,sirah and mira accompanied Cikgu to geylang and get the clothes. I did my hwk in the cab ;D. Talked with cikgu about boyfriends and studies. HAHA. After that, a short practice for cca open hse. The next day, had full dress rehearsal. & sigh, this someone, bukan nk ape uh, but its the fact., tak kan psl hall pon nk gado. Can talk nicely right ? lagi2 kau nga bbual dgn senior ppn tao. Your fanaticness tk perlu.cos ur so fanatic to me infront of ur boys and my girls. Nk tunjuk ko fierce ?Seriously. Today, cca open hse was a blast! Like every year. Finally , we managed to get 3 boys to join us. Sape kate laki masuk malaydance to bapok ? CRAP LAH.Altogether, 23 sec 1 students join in. & Finally,almost all lower sec pupils attend cca.


& to someone/somebody. U're new and u act like you know everything, which u dont. U talk alot and u never praise us before. Everything looks funny to you ? before u became incharge, go do some research first. I hate it when u called us children. We're in secondary sch and still call us children ? U still have the heart to say something to another someone about something. I assumed u're trying to say that indian dance is better? Biased pe ? Then go make your own group lah. Urgh.

Dear honey, I know your situation is very tight. I really pity you. You can ask me anything or tell me anything. If i cnt say anything, atleast u can let it out. I offered my help because i know u cant do it all by urself.If anything goes wrong, all the blame will be on you &i dont want that to happen again.I will try my best to help. Dont just keep it to urself kay ? I know when ur mad or sad or happy. If im too slow that it makes u feel irritated, im sorry. I wanna try make u feel better. Also, i become crazy whenever im stress so that i could be happy. Most people have seen my craziness right ? Anything if you cant handle, dont hesitate to tell me and i see what i can do. Cos i know your situation is more difficult to cope than mine.I didnt & never wanna make u mad or anything. i duwanna fight. U know im the type of person who cant really be angry and such, so yeah. Ur a good and reasonable, sometimes we fight. But everyone has their own bad side right. Usually its your effort, your contribution, ur initiative and being helpful had taught me to be that way. If it wasnt for you, i wouldnt be like this. Instead, i would be a minah that has bad attitude with no discipline at all. Thanks to you.

To love, I duwanna fight with everytime we meet. I know im always at fault.I tried to be the Farah i am when we first together. But i failed because its a habit already. I know i always say that i'll change. I did tried but failed. But try not to always raise your voice kay ? i try talking to u in a nice tone. I know im one of the people to see you angry. But no matter what, we still love each other right ?

People , nowadays im very particular and sensitive to those who insult me ? aku tkleh kene sikit. I admit that but idk why. Maybe its because people doesnt insult me like the past ? so thats why im not use to it. Idk lah. Tapi bile aku kacau org boleh . Hmmm. Dont get me wrong people. OK! im done here.got to go now. Tata.

Quick update.
Last thursday, my beg was super heavy and cramps everywhere. I was quite upset when i found out that my beg has small holes at the bottom -.-
Luckily, cca was a short one. After that, we had to choose our clothes for cca open hse. err, dun wanna talk about that. Next wed would be extra practice, thursday full dress, fri is the day. After cca, met up with Awun. Tapau food and ate at his hse. Suprisingly, it was his mum's bdae. So i stayed til 8+? haha. I was soo shy man. When mum transformed into a lion , we quickly cabbed home. When i reached home, i just shut my ears ;D

Yesterday, met awun and waited for him to get changed. Then he went to my place and accompany me do hwk. He has a really great bonding with my sis ? HAHAHA . Then at 4 he went to play takraw at p.a. I did my eng, math, chem, phy hwk yesterday til 10 pm. tired.

today woke up at 11 cos dad made me. My body was aching but i enjoyed sleeping. Today, im home alone and later going to continue doing my hwk. k bye.

Yesterday, i went to mira's hse with Sirah. Thanks bf for sending me. We took pictures for art uh. Thanks to Sirah for the wonderful photography. These are the pics that i chose to post.

5jan : absent from schhoool.
6 & 7 jan : school like normal.
today, 8 jan : Happy birthday Mama ! went to school like usual. after school, went home and get dressed to go yishun do hwk with the girls. Realized mum was soo pretty just to go sis's schhool for parents meeting session. Gave mummy a kiss. Ltr, mum told me she saw my bf at the void deck sleeping ? HAHAH. Met Nana at yishun mrt, grab a bubble tea and went to meet the rest. Bf went to smb to play takraw. Hmmm, im sorry bout today kay. fought 3 times til i threw my hp ? haha stupid. Had a bad mood. When everyone left at 5+, i decided to meet bf at smb. Bumped into syafiq and his gf. Talk2 with him, his gf soo shy. hehe. When i reached there, he txted me about his gf and all. hmm, wait for bf finish playing takraw at 8 and then took bus home. All i can say is, i duwaanaa control you. I realized like i've been controlling you til our frens told us that. I duwan them to say " been control " again. . ok ? & im sorryyyyy.
tmr will be going to sardi's right peeps ? hehe. & sunday will be going to aunts hse again. tata !

4JANUARY 2010 WAS THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE !

before that, i was having fun and so excited because its the first day of schoool. Missed all my gfs. School was crazayyyyyyyyy ! but then had to sit in the hall for like, 1 and a half hours ? Bf got caught with his hair. Luckily he was not sent home. There was a prize presentation and they didnt have time to set out the winners. I was shocked when my name was called. They say my name wrongly -.- so paisey. noticed the envelope was empty, Padahal2. i was suppose to pick it up today but i cant make it to school..

I was hanging out with bf and friends. he went home to change clothes. until i got a call from daddy and had to bring the bad news. So i didnt wait for bf and quickly rush to the hospital . i told bf wad happen through text msg. I've nvr been this sad before. I quickly take the mrt and alight at Outram park, But im too late. She's gone )):
Tears all over my face. All of us were not ready for this moment. didnt expect me to cry cos im not close with granny. But im just soooo sad..

after that, quickly had lunch and went back home and get dressed. Slept over at aunt hse and absent from sch. Texted my teacher and she knew about it. She send her condolences to my aunt too. I dont know how my friends all ( who i didnt tell ) know bout it but it doesnt matter. Thx guys for being there for me. i appreciate it. I was sooo touched by your words. Especially Didi. hmmm,i couldnt sleep last night. Til i fell asleep at 2+ am and woke up at 7am. Sigh.

When will i return to school ? it depends okay. Kay kenduri nk start and ramai seh org. Got to go. byebye.

Went to countdown with Ayeez, Aishah, Faizal, Adi, Shahar,Yan, Ari, Wanee, Wan, Salih and Bf. Went to meet 4 of them at yishun mrt at 4pm. Went to bugis first, thats where we met aishah. Ate at LongJohn Silver. Then walk to City Hall - Esplanade. Then met the rest of them. Saw alot of familiar faces. Alot of people sia there. Til i was sweating and cnt breath. There were alot of pevertic banglas kept looking at us and purposely walk infront of us. The boys were mad ! aww, so sweet. While waiting for the fireworks, chit chat with the girls. Laughters with Wanee. Went it was almost 12pm, everyone stand up. But bf sat down cos he was having a headache. Pity him.
After the fireworks was over, Salih, me and bf went home . walk to raffles place mrt. Bf's headache was getting worse. The rest of them stayed til first train. Reached home at 2am. So tired and straight went to bed. Time check; 1pm. Bf must be still sleeping. hmmm. kk gtg bath now ! maybe going to hospital visiting granny. byebye.
PICTURES WITH AISHAH ?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! & HAPPY BIRHTDAY ARINA !

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