Wow, i didnt update for a week. I've been busy with my school work lately. I'm so busy with my art especially. I'm going to be super busy this weekend. Im going to do art all the way since i had malaydance three days straight. Very tired and sleepy. The word "stress" is all on me now! On Wednesday, me,sirah and mira accompanied Cikgu to geylang and get the clothes. I did my hwk in the cab ;D. Talked with cikgu about boyfriends and studies. HAHA. After that, a short practice for cca open hse. The next day, had full dress rehearsal. & sigh, this someone, bukan nk ape uh, but its the fact., tak kan psl hall pon nk gado. Can talk nicely right ? lagi2 kau nga bbual dgn senior ppn tao. Your fanaticness tk perlu.cos ur so fanatic to me infront of ur boys and my girls. Nk tunjuk ko fierce ?Seriously. Today, cca open hse was a blast! Like every year. Finally , we managed to get 3 boys to join us. Sape kate laki masuk malaydance to bapok ? CRAP LAH.Altogether, 23 sec 1 students join in. & Finally,almost all lower sec pupils attend cca.
& to someone/somebody. U're new and u act like you know everything, which u dont. U talk alot and u never praise us before. Everything looks funny to you ? before u became incharge, go do some research first. I hate it when u called us children. We're in secondary sch and still call us children ? U still have the heart to say something to another someone about something. I assumed u're trying to say that indian dance is better? Biased pe ? Then go make your own group lah. Urgh.
Dear honey, I know your situation is very tight. I really pity you. You can ask me anything or tell me anything. If i cnt say anything, atleast u can let it out. I offered my help because i know u cant do it all by urself.If anything goes wrong, all the blame will be on you &i dont want that to happen again.I will try my best to help. Dont just keep it to urself kay ? I know when ur mad or sad or happy. If im too slow that it makes u feel irritated, im sorry. I wanna try make u feel better. Also, i become crazy whenever im stress so that i could be happy. Most people have seen my craziness right ? Anything if you cant handle, dont hesitate to tell me and i see what i can do. Cos i know your situation is more difficult to cope than mine.I didnt & never wanna make u mad or anything. i duwanna fight. U know im the type of person who cant really be angry and such, so yeah. Ur a good and reasonable, sometimes we fight. But everyone has their own bad side right. Usually its your effort, your contribution, ur initiative and being helpful had taught me to be that way. If it wasnt for you, i wouldnt be like this. Instead, i would be a minah that has bad attitude with no discipline at all. Thanks to you.
To love, I duwanna fight with everytime we meet. I know im always at fault.I tried to be the Farah i am when we first together. But i failed because its a habit already. I know i always say that i'll change. I did tried but failed. But try not to always raise your voice kay ? i try talking to u in a nice tone. I know im one of the people to see you angry. But no matter what, we still love each other right ?
People , nowadays im very particular and sensitive to those who insult me ? aku tkleh kene sikit. I admit that but idk why. Maybe its because people doesnt insult me like the past ? so thats why im not use to it. Idk lah. Tapi bile aku kacau org boleh . Hmmm. Dont get me wrong people. OK! im done here.got to go now. Tata.