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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

THIS SUCKS.
Why can't all this just go away.
Urgh, pergi counselling pon bagus.
BYE.

HAIS, again, why me ?
i've shared it with mum to seek for advice,
and she said, well, its difficult and complicated.
I've tried my best.
Im doing whatever i can.
I felt like crying.
Yes, this affect me big time.
Am i that bad ?
Am i in the wrong ?
Am i guilty ?

Besides that, im hoping that this asthma thingy would go away.
Usually i takes a few days, but now its almost a week to recover.
I cant believe my chance of dancing for the speech day just went off like that.
Well, who or what can i blame right.
Just wanna wish good luck to my girls (:

& to you, i just hate u so much. dont you dare touch my boyfriend.

*Just speak up, dont keep it from me.
Cos people might just thought im bad when i actually dont know whats up.
have i've been a bad friend?

Ohyeah, Happy Monthsary Miralun(:

BEING DOWN WITH ASTHMA IS LIKE BEING IN HELL.
i let out my feelings on tagged journal, finally.
struggling right now, trying to find a way how to endure the pain and concentrate on my studies at the same time. Didnt get to meet boyfie for four days is like four months ? He himself trying to wait til the day that we can meet. URGH, IMY LA.

I dont want to elaborate the whole story, but just like my cousin said, u get good marks, get nothing from them, all u know is that u've done ur best. I know im not the only one who is experiencing this, but i just wanna let it out. My Awun advised me to slow talk with them. TAK KUASA. It seems like they changed big time. I just felt like they dont care about me anymore, in anyting i do. This distracts me alot. But i will try to keep on doing well. They are being hard on me now because its N level year. But there are times i feel that its unreasonable and unfair. The condition around the house is not like old times anymore. The love is not there, everybody is growing up and doing their own stuffs. She would simply take rudely and roll her eyes often. & He is being such a push over. Its hard now, byebye freedom. Could all this be happening ever since my late grandma passed away ?

& Now, is there anything more wrong between us ? I dont want to be in anymore fights. Do you hate me ? Why ? Whenever i texted u, u just replied in one or two words ?

Pictures with siblings and cousins on the daddy's side.
Spent time with family at Pasir ris chalet (except for kak nadia).
4 days 3 nights. Will be going home tomorrow morning and maybe going out with Awun.
Currently, im studying to prepare for this week's test since i have nothing to do.
We went swimming 3 times a day! & im quite dark right now. Basically, i just spend the day swimming, eating, sleeping and studying. Bored kan ?):
Missing boyfie right now !
Going to have barbeque tonight and hope that kak nadia will make it.
kay larh, got to go now. bye.

VINTAGE LOVE ?

i kinda love this picture. haha xD

My fav female singer ! Heheh. I didnt know why i like her, but i just did. Maybe because of her songs. To me, she is very sexy and pretty, despite her big boobs ? xD.

& AHHHH ! The hottie super baby , Justin bieber. Im melting xD. Im so surprise that he is my age. Lucky for the 1994 babygirls ! haha. Eventhough his voice is like a gerl, he is still cute okay. heee.

Okay, today's post is soooo random. Its kinda boring to just post about school first. haha xD
Yesterday was a long day in school. On the 2nd period, i accompanied mira for her early departure since she is not feeling well. Assembly was about fire safety ? -.- soooo the boring.
Today, was very relaxing despite the pressure for art. But it was okay, because i had some talking with Ms Ong, hehe. I felt better and comfortable to seek help from her. Now, im not so lost anymore.

Luckily there is no homework, i could just relax and blog. There will be continuous tests starting from next week. I will study later. Cant wait for CNY holidays. Going to have some family time. But the hamper wrapping thing is soooo urgh. During the march holidays, i will be going out alot since there are alot of plans like, friends outing and our own-self art visits to exhibitions. This year, i've been going home early everyday and i dont care how my hair looks like anymore. Hahah. Cant wait to get out of school, but i gotta face sec 5 first. Sigh.

Currently, im chatting with Asilah and listening to mariah carey's song. Heheh. Okay wanna watch tv now. & i wanna change the songs of my blog. Lady gaga's song is very irritating. BYE.

COMPLICATIONS. CONFUSION. QUESTIONS. ANSWERS. PREDICTION. THEORY.

These are the pics during Grandad's bdae (:
Finally, some pics to upload cos its soo boring to have a blog filled with words all the way. Yesterday's outing, pics with Mira or Awun ? heh. Today was quite boring, although i didnt know what to do for art. I left my file in malay class last friday -.-"
Now then i realise that. Sigh. I hope i find it since its first period tomorrow. Hmmm, boyfie asked me to a get a new phone, but i didnt really want to cos my phone is still okay. Getting a new phone isnt a big deal for me. The only thing that is in my mind is SHOPPING!

I really hate this someone now. Well, actually i've been hating you for along time. For once, if my guy dont want to lepak with you tk boleh eh ? kalau tk, nnt bbual blakang. Dier nk cukop kenal ngn kau. Setakat tnye satu soalan, abeh nk jawab alek kurangajar. Naseb laki aku bersabar lah. Nk ckp org bunga kau pon bunga. BODOH! Geram. I dont even think your gf even know you deeply ? i dun even know how you both even lasted long. Memang aku tkleh kene sikit. WHY ? because kau kacau or kutok aku tk tentu pasal. We never carik pasal with you then kau ape cerita ? Feel like boxing your face !

Since i think that i cant do anyting, i'll let it out here. Boyfie, dun mind k ? (:
He woke up at 2+ pm today and wanna play takraw at yishun now. Haish, tkleh duduk uma la ni budak. No mood for school tomorrow. HOLIDAYS PLEASE COME QUICK.
bye.

I've been busy and lazy to update lately. Had cca yesterday and last wednesday. Hmmm, finally the councillors suggested the school to wear casual clothes on next fridays CNY celebration. & no cca ! Haha. I had a fun time teaching the sec ones. After that we had a little talk ;D
Ends at 430pm because instructor is sick and couldnt make it. After tht, went home get dressed and offf to yishun by bus. Left the place at 9.30pm and reached home until 11pm. Poor boyfie, he was feeling dizzy because he didnt eat. But he still want to sent me home. When we were at the void deck, mummy and daddy came. We was like, AHHHH. hahah. they just smiled.i was like " hehehehe " and jumping around. Boyfie salam mama papa and off he goes. Mum asked why did he rest his head at the wall, and i told her everything . Sigh. Now im here blogging *i havent bath yet hahahah * waiting for boyfie to msg. hheh. bye.

I've never updated for around 5 days ? hehe. Its because im so busy with Family and Homework. Hmmm. Had parents meeting last friday. Parents set high expections from me. Stress. On 30th, Happy Birthday Grandpa! I know this is the first time we celebrate ur birthday without Granny):
Had a family gathering at Sakura. Gossip with Cuzzie. Hehe. On the 31st, went out with boyfie to catch the moive TOOTHFAIRY. Such a hilarious movie. After that had late lunch and decided to window shopped at Wheelock where boyfie's sister is working at body shop . HAHAH. Blablabla then went home. Hehe. Yesterday, was a normal day like no other. TODAY ! its our 7month yo ! Hehe. & Happy 6months NANA AND ADI. Thanks people for the wishes. Today was damn relaxing. Currently doing homework and studying for tests. K lah byebye