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Your Queen here.
Spammers are not welcome.
People who hate me please go away..
I always treasure my love ones..
Be patient if you are going through any tough times like i am right now..
Learn from your mistakes and never let history repeats itself..
Let your experiences lead you to the right path..
& never look back, just keep moving forward..
Keep working hard, and you will succeed in life..
Do well in school, you will pass with flying colours..
Dont let anything turn you down and always remember that the word "failure" is never in our dictionary..
People who doesnt know whats the meaning of failure, will always succeed..
Just keep on smiling and act as if nothing happen and move on. .
Always be there whenever your loved ones need help.
You will learn new things as you grow old and you will know what to do next.
Always make your choices wisely and never regret.
Keep having a strategy and you will keep winning in a game.
Ofcourse there will emotional moments here and there, but that is just part of your life, especially in relationships.
I've learn alot ever since i've stepped into secondary school,lots of experiences and fun times i will never forget..
Just have to work hard and get a gd job in future..
You cant be weak. Or else, it will kill you..

School was okay today. After school, Abirah psycho me to attend the sports thingy but i dont want to. Lol. Accompany Awun home with few other friends and suddenly , his dad came. HAHA. He sent me home and told me that he would be going to the stadium but idk where is he now ?

I've just finished studying and its time to take a break by blogging. Oh testtesttest, u spin my head right round right round!

I think i want to go sleep now.

I spend the whole day with Nana. Studying from 12-7pm ? Lol. Ofcourse we went for a break halfway. The library was quite big and cool (lol first time). At first we were sitting on the floor and there was like two students coming to use to ask us a few questions for their project ? I had to do it to cover up Nana , lol. After that went to eat at Longjohn and went back to studying. We sat on a chair this time, but no table ? Lol. Doesnt bother us that much. But we talked alot and there was this couple sitting behind and they suddenly moved to other chairs because we're noisy? HAHAH. Get out of there at 7pm and went to have "alas perot". Sit somewhere outside where all the couples do their business. Kiter kan spoilbrats ! haha. Then snap some pictures, eat and talk and off home.

I love today so much ! Despite the heavy rain in the afternoon -.-
Finally, back to normal. I love it, no more weird feelings or feeling uncomfortable. I spent lots of time with my girls today and tomorrow too, since boyfie is working tomorrow.

Today Me, Nana and Mira attend Math class after school. It was only for 45mins but the classs was freaking noisyyyyy. Arina, why u never come to school man ? Nana fell sick today after she was caught up in the rain):

Tomorrow will try to get back our art stuff and accompany Mira to CWP for awhile and then home sweet home. Thank god tomorrow is Friday. Okay got to go and play some bookworm game. TATA !

Woke up today and received a text msg from Nana. Took a shower, get dressed, and eat breakfast and decided to bring lil bro along to the library. It was agreed that we meet up at 2pm at boots and shoes but we just took our own sweet time because it was raining heavily.

My bro and I was the first to reach there and we quickly booked a spot for the rest. One by one came. Me, Bro, Nana, Adi, Mira, Sirah and Boyfie. Atfirst bro was hungry and i quickly went to the Macdonalds downstairs and grabbed a large fries for him and sneak into the library. He ate at a fast speed, and in the end was caught by a librarian -.-

Then, we were told to seat elsewhere-.-. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Awhile later, Nana and Adi went home while the rest including me went to eat at Macdonalds. Lil bro was having a great time with "ABG AWUN & KAK SIRAH" . HAHAH. As soon as we were finish eating, we headed home straight away. No plans for the rest of the week til sch reopens, so I must studystudystudy and ignoreignoreignore art ! wheeepeeee ~

signing off ~

ITS NOT FAIR !

Last friday was our last, and the performance was awesome. Stupid ava, like every year, luckily the dance went smoothly and the applaud from the audience showed a good sign. While i was taking the video, i was like, fuckfuck why did the music stop.
After the great display, tears were everywhere.

Too bad for me, it was the last one and i didnt get to perform. Alot of people were asking why i didnt dance, well its because during the selection i was down with asthma. So yeah, but i didnt really mind. I became the helper and came to school at 10 am like the rest. It was fun snapping pics everywhere and laughters with Wanee. Haha.

Dear love, despite the numerous fights we had including yesterday, im glad that you can manage it with me. Now, i know you and you know me. So whatever it is, i will fit in myself with your behaviour and u will too with mine, thats what we agreed on right ? teeheee. Ilysm man !

Currently, im getting ready to watch Alice in wonderland wih my family. Myabe going to swensens after that? hehe . Plans for this week, Monday - fishing . Tuesday, Thursday, Friday,Saturday home. Wed & sunday - maybe going out. Like i promised to myself (the proof is in thw handbook ) I will read more books and concentrate on art, hope so. OK daddy is turning into a monster. Got to go now bye !

PEER PRESSURE.

Yesterday, Got my art results and it was Grade 5. Malay, Grade 4. See ? I hate them !! I plan to improve on my Malay and heckcare with my Art. I dont care what my dad thinks but i just hate it okay. I told the girls during recess what happened. Sounds sooo not fair right ? Its like they were never proud of me and they dont motivate me, so I dont see the point in doing well thats why I had a long face during Chemistry class. Hmm, it seems that most are dropping in Malay. Fuck peribahasa lah -.-.

Today we received the result slip for CA1. Dadadididudu. Getting holiday assignments one by one. Urgh. Ohyeah, asked for tips on how to improve art and malay from Mira. Maybe from now one I will start reading malay newspapers and story books ? HAHA xD. Just cant wait for the one week break. I really need it man. If things turn out ugly when i show my parents the result slip, u know i know gerlfies.

Ohyes, before i go. I would like to wish Happy Birthday to Faizal ! Another one turning 16. We sang him a birthday song and his face turns red. Really red. Hahah.

Okay got to go now . Got something to do . Tata.
OFF !

Pictures at Aishah's Bdae Bash, Tampines.
Lots of huhu haha over there.
There was some parts that got me to be emotional.

Hmmm, its been great this few days. No more arguements or whatsoever between friends. But with boyfies ? Jengjengjeng. Had Chemistry test today, daadaaaduuuduuddididiii. And for MotherTongue, to be honest, I kinda hate it cos im weak at it -.- Urgh. Apa nye org melayu kan ? Got 61/100 and Mummy was disappointed. English, more stresss. I hate inference questions until Mira and I open a topic through a letter ? HAHA. Thats our job.

Most of us are quite tired because of yesterday's outing. I pity Mr Trevor today because he look quite sick and found out he too, had asthma attack. It was his first time and he asked the class who had asthma before, and everyone pointed at me. I was like what ? I was busy chatting. He brought me outside class and asked me some advice. Gosh, I know how it feels especially for beginners.

Since now we're okay, i wanna keep it that way. Eventhough its not 100% okay, we can keep up right ? Trying to forget the past and start afresh. No matter what, we are still friends despite all the arguements. I admit that I was exaggerating and act cute and stuff. Well, everyone has their negative side right. Like Mira said in class, be the water and not the fire. LOL.

Can't wait for March holidays ! Since the boys planned to go out somewhere to celebrate Aidil's birthday. But Faizal's bdae is coming up in 2 days right ? Teehee.. Ohya, we sang Khairul a bdae song and he was sooo blushing and shouted OI. But im glad he recovered on his bdae. Salute u chairman !!

Happy 2 Monthsary Ik[A]jat ((:
lastlong bebeh ..

ITS NOT ME, ITS YOU.

School was AWESOME ( Arina's word ). Hahah. First period was Math, we got back our test papers. And i really began to hate this bitch who is interfering my friend's relationship with her BF. Why the hell would you want to be the third party for you playgerl. U said u like him, him, him, so what for u want to disturb people's bf ? Ade hati lagi nk msg bf org kate nk jumpe. Muke tk tau malu pe sia. I know your close with us but ur nobody's girlfriend. Everyone hates you, accept the fact and fuck off. U even didnt like me to be there? Who are you to say that ? Yes im concern because the couple often share it with me.

Next was Physics and it was one rough lesson. I've never seen Ms Tan that angry before, but she was pretty today. Next was MT, 2 period -.- . Honestly, I'm totally weak in Malay Language and i felt embarrased. At the end of the lesson was cool as the whole class wanted to stay in class longer and heck care about recess because they want to the see the video clip "We Are The World". There was this singer or rapper that is spoiling the whole song. tsk.
After that everyone went for recess because the nasi ayam is calling us ?

During the English lesson, I enjoyed doing the Biograpy Poem. Teehee. I loike (:
After school, something ugly happened. Hmm, something tells me that u might think i pyschoed her to follow me but i didnt. She wanted to be with me. Its her choice, and she explained it in her blog. I didnt purposely to use her and encourage her to be with me and leave u alone or anything like that. Im not that type. That would be very harsh. She wanted to be fair, so she decided not to follow anyone of us. Just let her make her decision alright.

Anyway, thank god is friday. Had cca at 230pm. Tired. Went home and rest. Will be doing all homework tomorrow. Cant wait for Sunday ((:
Tmr bf working ): imy. lol.

BE THE WATER AND NOT THE FIRE.

Things are getting better bit by bit, one by one. I guess ? There's only one problem left to solve before things are like they used to be. Its hard being in the middle ? As you know, im not they type to confront people face to face but all i will do is to talk to them nicley through MSN or a text msg. Im not the type to scold people kinda person, eventhough im hot tempered surprisingly, i will just gulp it in me. To be honest, I dont usually talk behind people's back or gossip or whatever until someone else started it first (maybe, sorta, kinda). Then i will join in. But if anything im angry about, i will just give in and ignore or share with someone else. If it really burst me up, i will simply talk to the person ofcourse. I can't confront a person because im afraid someting ugly might happen. Im glad you guys talked it out during class. Dont worry, i witnessed it eventhough i didnt join in the conversation, But my ears were sharp ;D

Di dalam dunia ni, kita akan berjumpa dgn mcm2 org. No matter what, we have to accept each others attitudes/behaviours because its no point fighting and in the end we are friends again. No matter what, they will still be around us and til when the fight could keep up between them? cyeh mcm phm. I dont even know what im saying. KAY SKIP.

Currently, having flu. It sucks. Can't do my math hwk. Im lucky AEP is cancelled. Today's CLD lesson is like toooot ! Boring but actually important but still boring okay. And tomorrow
MALAYDANCE !! hehe. OH OH. On 14march im going to be watching ALICE IN WONDERLAND with my family. YAY ! xD

ok i wanna watch tv now. Tata.

I DONT KNOW, IF I CAN FACE IT AGAIN.

Pictures for Shahar's bro engagement last Saturday at Yishun and Bedok. Heheh.
It was fun! Hanging out with Nisyah and make new friends along the way.
Was surprised to see Shadiq there ? Just found out he was Shahar's cousin.
Was feeling a little down at first for some reason. Went home at 8pm.
Was kinda fun looking at them ride. Haha.
Starting to make friends with Kak Irma and the others. Hehe.

Cousins came over to my place yesterday to figure out what's wrong with the computer.
Babycousin was so cute (:
& had to cancel family plans. Instead,went to the bazaar nearby and bought the Ramlee burger.
YUMMY. While boyfriend was busy escort-ing a wedding.

Currently, watching tv. Got to go now and study Chemistry and some homework.
Im all alone in the house. Booohoooo.